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What follows here is an e-mail exchange between a fellow who calls himself "Onetime", and TPF President, Leonard Mercado. Though the conversation grew somewhat heated at times, we present this to our readers in the spirit of open communication and the brotherhood of all mankind.

I Welcome Your Comments.
Leonard Mercado


(Onetime's comments are presented in italics)
>Dear Scam Artist, > >How dare you use my cultural ancestor's medicine to make money for >yourselves. If youu do not cease your orginization's goals I will refer >you website to the proper authorties in your area, so they can be aware >that you are growing peyote illegally! > >Your organization is a "crock!" Native peoples do not use medicine to >make money! > >Onetime
Whatever, We do not allow ego-hyping, intolerant and uninformed condemnation, nor racism to enter our lives. We are simply people working for the sacrament of our church, earning an honest living by the work that we do. We do not make money from this medicine, nor do we intend to. Perhaps your assumption that we do is based on your own disposition and not ours. As to the local authorities, rest assured they are well aware of our activities and have been for many years. In fact, just yesterday I hand-delivered the latest copy of The Peyote foundation Journal to the Chief-Detective. A Lakota brother of ours has recently arranged for an education presentation sponsored by the local police department. Our intents are sincere and supported by many chapters and members of the Native American Church and other native religious groups. One man cannot judge the whole world based on assumptions my unhappy relative. May Great Spirit ease your mind and heart. Sincerely, Leonard Mercado
>"Only the white man can call himself honest" my friend. In the white >mans mind he seeks greed, lust, and status! My friend >this is not your fault you are born into your anglo-society? A society >that nutures those 3 elements into your mind thru "public school, >television, and mass media" I could believe >that you are honest and sincere but! you are non-indian! and you are >not born in the ways in which you have now chosen, I am! > >Your "crock organization" upsets me because you have lifetime membership >feesof $1000 dollars. My NAC nor any other NAC does not charge >membership fees. The majority NAC funds that is accumulated goes >for more church services, not for profit or "newsletters" > >As for your local police, well, I will now refer your website >to government authorties. So prepared for your legal documents >to be presented to government authorties.
Onetime, With proper respect, I hope you will read this additional note.

I understand your point of view, I think, and your displeasure with what you might think we're up to or our motives. However, we don't charge for anything but subscription costs. We do allow people to help with founding, and other memberships if they wish. But believe me, it takes all our personal income to continue the work we do. Yes, as an NAC group our money also goes into more services, two more of which we are hosting this month. Do you really believe we have money to take and run, or entertain ourselves with? Maybe this speaks more to you than I. Our motive has never been to profit, but to serve. We would not even be in existence were it not for the overwhelming support of Native American Church officers who go out of their way to see that the conservation and education efforts we initiated survive and blossom. Also, we are totally within the laws of our state with full legal counsel and community support.

Oh yes, when you "report" us to government authorities, please give them our new web address- http://www.peyote.net

In my talks with the chief counsel of the DEA in Washington DC, and other legal and enforcement agencies, I have always made it clear that open communication and education is one of our major goals. So I want to thank you for assisting us in this process.

My own ancestry is native, south of the border, my grandmothers and grandfathers being traditional people, growing and gathering their food into the early part of this century. I was also raised by parents who insisted that we undertand our own culture while living in the present. I was raised with respect for my elders and people of all tribes and nationalities. (perhaps you were not) The mainstream culture which you assume I am immersed in, in actuality, affects my beliefs and habits less than you imagine. We homeschool our boy exactly because we do not believe in the public school mentality. I don't have a tv, I don't watch it. I refrain from the news of the day, prefering instead the reality of solid desert living. I live on a rural ranch-homestead far from any urban area. We grow and eat the traditional indigeneous crops whose seeds were handed down through generations within families (including my own) we know and love. We in fact live more traditionally than most of my relatives on any reservation. Yes, I have a computer, it's an old one given to us by an attorney who is the statutory agent for our organization and believes in the work we do. Yesterday, I recieved a formal request by an NAC group to help sponsor a bill in congress to further protect the right of native people in California to worship in their traditional ways. We are making progress toward conserving the sacrament for future generations, including your descendants. Without knowing me, I wonder how you can condemn this work so freely? Could it be mere racial or spiritual prejudice, or perhaps overwhelming self-righteousness? Whatever it may be, I don't hold it against you other than in my hope that you have a desire to improve the world around you with some tool other than spite. It saddens me to read such angry words from someone whose good qualities are probably also abundant. All I ask is that you not pre-judge me by what you assume any more than I would pre-judge you as a pimply-faced teenager on mom's computer with too much time on their hands, a chip on their shoulder, and a sorry line of BS.

Be well my assumimg relative.
One final comment Onetime, not as an attack on you, or even in my own defense, but simply to make things clear as to my feelings on your attitude and accusations...
>Dear BIA-Save the Indians-leo two tongues,

> >I am sure your intent of your organization is only for good, your >knowledge of the medicines has brought you to a higher understanding >of the natives ways. But, once again, I must stress that to act native >american is not the same as being native american. For hundreds of >years the non-indians have taken our ways from native americans and >exploited them for there personal use and for money. These traditional >native ways are not to be exploited for money or education. The NAC is >not like mainstream religion were you have to donate money to your >religion for acceptance. The use of peyote is very sacared and I am >trying to stress this to you. Your organization reminds me of the BIA >agents from the 1900's or the missionaries who felt they needed to "save >the indians" from loosing there ways, give me a break.

Your self-centered tone reminds me of the native scouts who assisted the U.S. Calvary in eliminating what free tribes were left on the plains and elsewhere, seeking their own selfish benefit, not due to belief in a better life in store for their brethren on the reservations, but only for hate and self gain.

Let's be clear on non-Indians ripping off Indians. The fact is that PEOPLE rip each other off for gain. This is not limited to non-Indians vs Indians, or any other easy but limited explanation of greed held in the hearts of people of ANY race. Face it, Indians are just as likely to rip off as anybody else. It may be your opinion that others deserve to be ripped off by Indians, seeing as how their ways and land were taken, but get real! This does not justify stealing. If you want to talk rip off, how about the Navajo taking silversmithing and weaving from "my people" the Mexican natives? How about the cowboy hats, country music, chevy pickups, gov'mt checks, and crap food that so many Indians "steal" from white people? And since you haven't mentioned what tribe you may be from, or what percantage blood you claim, or even if you actually worship using peyote (only your "ownership" of the sacrament was mentioned), then I must assume that if you or your people do use peyote, that it was ripped off from the Mexicans. Let's face it, the sacrament of the Native American Church was in use by Mexican tribes long before it became a plains sacrament. Do you hear the Huichol, Tarahumara, Cora, Tehuapan, or numerous other Mexican tribes moaning about how they were ripped off by North American tribes? Maybe, Onetime, you can take the time to assemble a list of who should be allowed to use the sacrament, what tribes and all of that. It would be nice to get that straight- who owns this medicine who had it first, and who it can truly help.

You see, none of that matters to me. The important thing is that this medicine can help people of all backgrounds to live a better life. If you believe this to not be so, than my medicine must be stronger than yours. I have seen it help whites, women, white women, athiests, and yes, Indians- all the same. You are most definitely racist, probably sexist, and keep accusing me of making money from the medicine. Not only are you wrong about this, but your lack of self worth shows through strongly.

I was wondering just what do you do for your money? Do you earn it like we do, or does somebody give it to you for being such a nice guy? I was also wondering, what have you done lately to help Native people, other than mis-representing them with such malice? Did you know that 50% of Tohono O'Odham and related tribes suffer from diabetes, which is directly related to their leaving the traditional foods behind? Perhaps you could support the Native Seeds Diabetes project which you can find info on at- http://desert.net/seeds/home.htm We have grown and donated the ancient food crops to this organization which is doing alot to preserve Native foods and traditions. Hold on, I forgot, there are many white people who started this group to help Natives, and they do charge for their products (although Natives get seeds for free), so you will probably not want to help them. Anyway, feel free to condemn them also for the greedy ways which they are trying to pass off as something good.
>I seen this organization on the web and this is how it is presented, >you may use peyote and live off the land but you will never know and I >mean never know! what it means to be native american my friend.

> >Before you reply with your "attack" on me remember that you must stand >behind your website's information and how it is presented.

Yes, I stand behind how our organization is represented on the Web. Do you stand behind how you have represented yourself, as a hate-filled soul with Indian pride as a handy excuse to propagate your own lack of self worth? I wonder how far this will get you, except of course, to leave you as a bitter and lonely man. If being "native american" means being like you, then I certainly never ever want to know what it's like. All I know is what it is like to eat this medicine and have it show me what is so, not lay my own opnions over it like some kind of damn pope or skin-color-cop.

I must take it from your line of ill reasoning that Quanah Parker was wrong to include non-Indian officers in his originally chartered church. Also that Smithsonian anthropologist James Mooney was wrong in defending the peyote religion from government interference. After all he was WHITE (i.e.-evil). Also, that Dr. Omer Stewart and Dr. Huston Smith have been wrong in documenting the history and benefit of the Native American church, since they too are white devils. You see, I too can talk your way. The language of hate is so easy to whip off an undisciplined and ungrateful tongue. Unfortunately my unhappy relative, it only brings us one step closer to our own downfall and judgement. Therefore I have asked Grandfather Peyote to help me to not seek the easy way of hate, but the more difficult and healing road of acceptance and tolerance of others.
>Oh yeah, just because a tribe has a casino and beach front property or a >NAC club that does not make them a full-blood native. >My fellow assuming "non-native" friend.
Oh yeah, just because somebody is "non-Indian" does not mean they cannot give thanks to Great Spirit at the rising sun, for a new chance at life, or smoke the sacred Tobacco in thanking for what we have or asking for what we may need, or be nourished any less than their "Indian" relatives as they partake in the morning corn, fruit, and meat at the end of a night of worship in the tipi. Also, being "Indian" does not mean being holy, right, or better than anyone else. It means being human, as we all are.

In your original note to me you demanded that we stop our organizations goals. Since these are Education, Conservation, and Inspiration, I was wondering, what are the alternatives you would prefer? Ignorance, Extinction of the Sacrament, and Hard Hearted Hatred?

I have definitely enjoyed you correspondence. Thank you for replying Onetime. I hope you have the heart to consider what I've said. By the way, were you upset about the founding membership $ because you wanted to join? Let me welcome you to this organization of humans as a founding member, if you wish. No $ required. Send me your mailing address if you would like to receive your free issue of our journal.
>Thank you for entertaining me these past couple of days, your >convictions are strong and that is good. I enjoyed your weak >attempts at providing your interpretation of the "Truth". It was >very educational for both of us, I leave with a better >understanding that Non-Indians do not have a culture and >so they must seek the identity of the Indians and then distort >there ways to serve themselves. No matter what race!

> >So, I must move on to the next "crock" organization, to >provide them with a different perspective on things.

> >PS. Don't beleive the movies or history books about Indians.. >..history is written by the conquerors...Only the Indians >know the real history, so don't quote to me about the past >if you don't know the whole story...goodbye and goodluck >in your organization's goals..?

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